I’ve Got Troubled Thoughts and the Self Esteem to Match

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Ch. 5- the last chapter.

 

    Benzedrine is done with “No Comment” and is now onto the role of God. What will he do first?

    Benzedrine questions why he is God? Then he finds out that it’s because he is so sexy that God couldn’t be in control anymore. Benzedrine will be an amazing God, but we already knew that. Benzedrine says, “I will never end up like him, but behind my back I already am.” “Keep a calendar that way you will always know.” Life comes and goes you got to take what is given to you and Benzedrine will show us World Peace.

    So Benzedrine first will have to put out his CD and then get a tour together. In which, this tour will create World Peace. Because everyone’s home is where the heart is, when your heart should be with you. But I just can’t quite remember the good old days. Just want to shoot the sunshine into my veins. So with Benzedrine’s music people will come and people will listen and realize we’re all in this together. We need to help the Earth and we need to stop taking life for granted.

    Benzedrine will show us the way to help each other. To clean the Earth, to just get along. So what if the good times are getting done? That’s life, they come and go, and go and come again, we just got the memories now. Benzedrine will show us the good times and he’ll keep our hearts beating, beating to the sound of his music. “Dear Gravity, you held me down in a starless city” long enough I’m out. I moved on up. I am now your boss. Love God (a.k.a. Benzedrine).
    Benzedrine will not lie to you. He is your friend and he’ll always bring you joy. There will be no more faded moons, just big bright ones. And Benzedrine will bring us all the best wishes. This is how life should be. Peaceful and caring , and all the love you can give, it’s what should of happen in the first place. “My head’s in heaven, my soles are in hell,” but not anymore for Benzedrine brought me back to reality. Benzedrine will teach us why we are so special. We will learn from him because he is the greatest teacher.

    We won’t take our medications anymore, for all we need is Benzedrine’s music. We will pray to Benzedrine, like good boys and girls do. In the back of a long black car, we sold our hearts to our NEW God, Benzedrine. I am just a sunshine machine who will get stuck in your glowing memory. Have you ever disappear? No, well have you ever wanted to join a monastery and preach on Manic Street? No, well here’s your chance because Benzedrine needs you. Will you join our monastery and preach to others and tell them about us and how we can save this World? You will? Good!
    Benzedrine is off to begin his tour and we will all preach on how Benzedrine will save the World. We can make this World shine like 14 carats. Just give me a pen and I’ll always be there. “The mad man’s keys keep tripping, singing vows before the exchange of smoke rings.” “Only one book really matters” and that’s Benzedrine’s Detox (Bible), “the rest of the proof is on the television.” With Detox you won’t need the television. Benzedrine will change your mind and show you that we are all nice , we just found some dangerous weapons. We will be at Peace once again, and it will be because of Benzedrine. I’m off to go on Benzedrine tour and help. We will bring this World, Peace and everyone will show Love and Kindness to each other once again. We are all in this together…
*Tour Time*

    ….So it’s the end of the tour and we have the whole World following us. We did it. We got the World to come together. We brought back the Peace and Love. Benzedrine did it with his musical powers. See you can do anything when you put your mind to it. Anything is possible when you dream and you believe in that dream and don’t let go of it. We fought the nervous wrecks, we destroyed the drugs. So now that the World is at Peace again, Benzedrine and I will go away now, but just knock once for Benzedrine, knock twice for me, and three times for the Holy Ghost. We will always be there, and watching. Benzedrine is not done with his music yet, so there will be more music.

    Now that we’re done you probably want to know who I am?
I’m a stray dog sick and I’m the sunshine machine stuck in your glowing memory. I got more degree in the gutter and my heart broken in the dorms of the ivy league, but Benzedrine fixed it--fixed me.
Who am I? I am Ms. Winona.

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This is good work... though i

This is good work... though i felt like i lost interest somewhere in the middle... but later got my focus back towards the end of the prose...

NICE WORK...keep writing

 

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Thank you

I can see why..its diffenectly one of my stories I wrote. But now i'm going through a period in my writing where I can find anything to write about.

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