I lay alone in my bed at night, with spirits in battle. The evil attacking and the Holy protecting. My thaughts are a confused somtimes, not because Im confused, but , because confusion wants to destroy me. The truth and the fact is, I am a straight hetralsexual male and I cant seem to find a straight hetralsexual woman. I lay in my bed at night, hoping and thinking about, this woman it seems will never come. The truth and the fact is, I believe that ther are some honest, carring, loving, righteous women out ther. The truth and the fact is, Im sad cuase Im only hoping that this woman exsist's. The truth and the fact is, I lay in my bed alone, and I will not settle for less.